When you think its time to give up its time to never give up!!!!

Today I was really ready to throw in the towel. This weekend the stress of our life got to me so badly that I drove to the ER with such head pain even 2 shots of morphine weren't enough to calm the anxiety of our lives. And then today in the midst of total financial destruction, 2 cars dying, God once again showed me there is always a light at the end of the tunnel. After withdrawing the last of our retirement a mere savings of $3000, Patrick and I set out on one of our educational field trips in pursuit of a car for Kathleen. We were in a lot in Roselle and I helped him into the rear seat of a car and he went into a total melt downpanic attic. It took me 30 seconds or so to figure out he actually thought that I was putting him in the car and that the dealer was getting in the car to drive away with him. As horrible a those few seconds were for him, it was so wonderful for me to see he understood the situation and responded correctly. Patrick is understanding and responding as a young toddler would; this is amazing for my beautiful 14 year old vaccine injured son who was diagnosed with STATIC encephalopathy along with many other things. He gets it; he knows he wants to be with mom,dad,Sean,and Kathleen. Patrick loves us just as much as we love him; his hugs tell all. God bless everyone!